1. Zhao wei's house is near petronas.
2. he never lets me finish.
3. he can never understand.
2. he never lets me finish.
3. he can never understand.
To Dad:
I just wanna make you proud by actually going out to study and increase my knowledge. All I ever wanted was just to make you proud. Isn't this what you always wanted from me? To study and all that? It seems that this is just not enough. I have lost your trust. No matter how much I try it just doesn't sum up to your expectations and your needs. Its never enough. I have no idea what I should do. No matter what I can't make you happy. I have tried my best, but its never enough. Why is this? Even when I'm trying to do something good, you always think negative. Its just unfair to me. I really don't know what to do to make you happy. Do I need to be perfect to please you? Do I need to do everything right? But what is the point? Even when i do everything right for a moment, you seem to misunderstand. When I do make mistakes or you make mistakes, I get the short end of the stick. You never let me explain and tell you what happened. If I'm not good enough, maybe you should just sell me, give me away since I'm not worth your time. I don't wanna die, but I just wish I had never been born at all.
I just wanna make you proud by actually going out to study and increase my knowledge. All I ever wanted was just to make you proud. Isn't this what you always wanted from me? To study and all that? It seems that this is just not enough. I have lost your trust. No matter how much I try it just doesn't sum up to your expectations and your needs. Its never enough. I have no idea what I should do. No matter what I can't make you happy. I have tried my best, but its never enough. Why is this? Even when I'm trying to do something good, you always think negative. Its just unfair to me. I really don't know what to do to make you happy. Do I need to be perfect to please you? Do I need to do everything right? But what is the point? Even when i do everything right for a moment, you seem to misunderstand. When I do make mistakes or you make mistakes, I get the short end of the stick. You never let me explain and tell you what happened. If I'm not good enough, maybe you should just sell me, give me away since I'm not worth your time. I don't wanna die, but I just wish I had never been born at all.



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