Today it started out good. until this evening.... I reached school for group studying with Isaac, Joshua, Andrea and Zhao Wei. I met Isaac at school. We walked to the park, called Zhao Wei then she asked us to go to her house to study instead. So we waited for Joshua and Andrea. As soon as they arrived we started studying.We studied until 1, then me and Isaac went to get lunch, we ate at kfc, and tapau'ed for Joshua, while i checked speedy and victoria music for
Sonic Boom. Then as soon as we got back, andrea and josh were in zhao wei's room. after josh had lunch we continued studying.Until about 4 me and Isaac went to sandy park to play football. The bad part starts here. at 6:15 my dad called me to pick me up,earlier at zhao wei's house he said he would come at 6:35. then when i wanted to tell him its the petronas near sri kdu, he put down the phone, and when i reached the petronas near sri kdu, i called him, he shouted at me asking where am i and all, then i told him i couldnt see HIM. He continued shouting and shouting then i told him its the petronas near sri kdu. When he arrived, i opened the door, he shouted at me once again to get in, then on the way back home he scolded me for running around, instead of doing group studies and all. I figured out why he said i was running around because i changed the location from school to petronas, he misunderstood and thought i ran around instead of studying near school. He never lets me explain.
1. Zhao wei's house is near petronas.
2. he never lets me finish.
3. he can never understand.
To Dad:
I just wanna make you proud by actually going out to study and increase my knowledge. All I ever wanted was just to make you proud. Isn't this what you always wanted from me? To study and all that? It seems that this is just not enough. I have lost your trust. No matter how much I try it just doesn't sum up to your expectations and your needs. Its never enough. I have no idea what I should do. No matter what I can't make you happy. I have tried my best, but its never enough. Why is this? Even when I'm trying to do something good, you always think negative. Its just unfair to me. I really don't know what to do to make you happy. Do I need to be perfect to please you? Do I need to do everything right? But what is the point? Even when i do everything right for a moment, you seem to misunderstand. When I do make mistakes or you make mistakes, I get the short end of the stick. You never let me explain and tell you what happened. If I'm not good enough, maybe you should just sell me, give me away since I'm not worth your time. I don't wanna die, but I just wish I had never been born at all.